Probably haven’t written my own personal post for the longest time. 

Can’t quite recall when hell started for me; but it felt really way too long for me to handle anymore that might possibly (and I mean, really highly possible) come. 

Perhaps, that got to be the biggest failure I’ve ever gone through. And despite the indifferent responses and blending in to the situations, I’m actually haunted by that fall. But then, bitterness goes away eventually. It does, right? Just waiting for that day. 

In the mean time, I need to settle those struggles. And obviously, I can’t even put a deadline to it. I hate how I no longer want to put hope to anything, just for the mere fact that I’m done with false hopes. 

But at least, I’m thankful for something (: